MEN Kin 195
Blue Cosmic Eagle
I seal the output of vision
with the cosmic tone of presence.
I am guided by the power of self generation.
The second occurance was even more vivid and again because of my towards history could not know of this prominent person. All i was aware of was that this time it was actually a king on his deathbed, it appeared and again he was murdered, murdered by his son of all people. Neither this king nor the son would again mean anything to me but i had heard of the sons brother, who i was completely aware was away fighting in battle in France at the time. This brother was none other than Richard the lion heart, a name not many would be ignorant towards. Anyway it was obvious that this would not have happenned had he been there and it was equally obvious that this murder all revolved around the church / religion, whichever you prefer and appeared to be a huge power struggle for which the king was ultimately murdered for his beliefs basically. so once again i was left with the same gut churning feeling of wrongdoing. There seemed to be a pattern emerging, one of murder and deceit towards prominent figures, whose intentions appeared to be nothing other than a vision of peace. At first popular maybe, but then singled out for their beliefs. This kind of reminded me of the depiction of Jesus Christ in a way. The way we accepted him initially for who he was until he was seen as a threat and so we killed him. It left me thinking that maybe there was a message here for me, a message in terms of, if a so called Avatar were to turn up on my doorstep, as ridiculous as it appears, this message would be enough to make me think twice.
The third experience was the most profound of all and it was in what would be referred to as Egypt, although i remain sceptical with regards to the timeframe allocated to this era, to which i personally feel a much earlier period would be more accurate. This time i was buried alive and had the sensation of every last drop of oxygen leaving the tomb. The claustrophobic realism as the sarcophagus lid was placed overtop was nothing like i had ever experience, the feeling of suffocation seemed as though it lasted an eternity. I could feel the restraints as i was led to my death, a harrowing experience which once again left me the incredible sense of knowing towards the inexusable wrongdoing. I was aware all the while that i was Nefertiti’s husband and that i was connected in some way with Tutankhamen, this relationship was a little complex but as ignorant as i was with regards to “his”story, had most definately heard of these prominent figures.
Shortly after this third experience a friend returnded from England with a book for me and said that they had been given this book to give to me by a clairvoyant which they had visited. This clairvoyant had said that they had purchased this book literally one hour before meeting with my friend and hadnt undertood why, but now upon meeting they knew that the book was to be taken overseas to their friend who they instantly knew to be me. So it was quite a mystery but somehow this book had found its way to me, not the first time this had happenned to me incidentally, in fact many times to date i have concluded things only for a book to be placed in front of me with words inside confirming my thoughts, sometimes two weeks later, other times within an hour, quite strange but i have become accustomed to it now. Anyway within this book my friend had brought me were references to help me confirm that these experiences were linked, which came as no shock as i had already concluded this but it did furnish me with details as to who the individuals were i had so vividly encountered during these three murders. I had also concluded that all three of these individuals had been pursuing a sole purpose, the very same sole purpose and furthermore i considered them all to be reincarnations of the same entity, none other than Hermes in one guise or another, to which i feel this book helped me confirm, a very unususl book i may add but very apt with its timing i must admit. Through the words of this book (and i realise that like any other book, it is merely a book), but neverthless i could not ignore the relevence in particular towards “Akhenaten“, the third death i had experienced and the reference to his recognised title as Hermes two.
I realise my experiences may resonate with some as they will not with others but would ultimately like to dedicate them towards the good of “all”. Neil”